"I don't know why i have this feelings that im still not ready for a new relationship yet. Hais, i dont wanna hurt you guys feelings. Please do not put any high hopes on me. Cause i might hurt your feelings one day which i don't like. Now, the question is in my mind is should i move on with another guy or should i stay & wait for Q that might takes a year. Im trying to be fair. But, i don't know what should i do. Imma heartbreaker. I hurt people's feelings just because of Q. Because my heart is only meant for him. I just wanna be with him. 6months holding on to him, going through thick and thin. How should i possibly forget everything and move on? It has really been hard on me. I need time to think wisely and chose the right decision. Because i seriously, dont wanna hurt any parties. Eventhough i contact with alot of guys, my heart will always be with only one person. I flirt, doesn't mean im interested. Im just having fun."

i took this from a girl's blog , without permission . SORRY ! i dont even know her , just bloghopping . hoho
i copiedd this right from her blog , so of course the person and the blabla isnt the same as mine -.-

so , you see . what she said and is facing is pretty much alike like mine . but of course , urgh . kay nvm , skip .

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oh oh , i went to al-iman today HAHA
very funneh you know , i saw Ayis , Nasyroh(sp?) , Huda's cousin - Dinie , and some other familiar faces lah . babi peh nasyroh , say my name out loud . babi kauuuuu . dah lah PENAKOT nak tgk kambing kene sembelih . as if i didnt saw -.- hahahhaha . kekek ah lu heh
aku tak nampak faizal ponnnnnn =.=

kay , i'll post pictures of them-at-work later alright ,
now i got to do some stupid house chores toodles !
(: