woohooooooo !
yes ,
im back .
im back .
im back .
miss me ? ^^
i know someone did . :B

so,
describe in words what i did most of the time when i couldnt go online ?
-lock myself in the room ,
- sleep ,
- read up novels (till people got irritated cause whenever they ask : what you doing ? i'll reply , reading . till they could memorise my daily schedule , how wonderful :D )
- listen songs

yes , that was all i plainly did . imagine how i felt ?!
what more , there isnt anyone to layan me like before , entertain me like before , fight with me like before , talk to me like before , love me like before .
haizzzz .

nah , dont wanna jiwang no more . i'm adapting to life like this so i could learn to be independent , and i'm doing fine(i think) .

but sometimes , it always came to my mind , why is it so hard to say what your heart is dying to let out ?
yes , perhaps ego , or shy . true enough , i cant deny . i just wished i had those wonderful people back again , making me smile endlessly .