Morning Peoplezxzxzs !
okay no , its afternoon already lahhh .
okay whatever , Hi .

I got nth to post . but i wanna say smth !
goddamnit , im fuggin bored at night CAUSE NO ONE'S TALKING TO ME
hahahahaa . go figure kay .
okay ahhh , i smlm malam cry babi again -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
and this time , very badlyyy that i cried myself to sleep silly much
I was talking to cousin when we're lying on bed , and we just had our supper and got nth to do so we talktalktalk . she started on the topic on me and babyM . asked this and that , and tears just rolled down while talking . before that , i showed her the bigplushlolly-he gave to her that mama kept away from me cause she realised about me with those memories . i hugged that thing so hard that i somehow missed the hugs i got from him . fuck you shut up aina . he came to mind , what we did together , and all the memories we had back then . gosh , its gonna be two months already and why the hell am i still brooding over things . i felt the warmth that i reallyyyy love and now missing when i was hugging that plush . lalalalalaaaaaaa
okay lah i stop lahhhh .

and i wake up with fugging swollen small eyes damn it -.-
happy pills knows how fugly i look like with this eyes . and i remember the horny boys in class will go ' siak ah aina kau tgk porn sampai mate gitu per? ' and stuffs like that
got used to it and will just go yalahyalahhh whatever dudessss

moving on .

cousin has a birthday party invitation today . her bestfriend's belated birthday party , and she baaadly wanna go but her ibu havent gave the green light , or in fact not a reply . -.-
dressing code , no problem with that cause i think i can dig up my wardrobe smth smwhat for her . and geeeez , how i wish they can stay here forever to keep me company so i wont be lonely