You know , it kinda hurt when things turned out this way you see but hey , i gotta put aside that feeling of mine and go on like nothing happened and oh , do i even care ? kinda thang right ? ya whatever okay .

So hey people . Let me make it clear now that i shall not be onlining or posting that much or as frequent as i am now , obvious much , i gotta spend the nights more of reading and studying and not chatting and such okay . I really dont know how im gonna change , the timing for my sleep and wake-ups , geee im gonna have war with mama early in the morning cause i swear i hate people disturbing my sleep :O moving on , i suddenly have the fear of going to school tmrw idk why lol shut up .

basically , im doing my regular stuffs online and i don't feel so good why ? not telling .

and i really hate this new beginning of 2010 cause it hurts , like alot .

am off to shop , post again later !