I manage to catch a glimpse of you yesterday and i'm still brooding over it up till this very moment .
Cant't you see how much I missed you yet I'm afraid to see you ?
Minutes after that , I thought . Why didn't i just run over and hug you tight wishing you would understand what my heart is saying :

I'm different from Atyqa sissy . She has the mindset that it is not wrong if a girl makes the first move but nah , I strongly don't think it that way . Yes , i'm egoist but oh well , its just not me to do that kind of thing cause for the past 15 years of life , I've never did something like that before . Well , only to You a couple of months before .