Aynaaaaa

moved

2010-06-18T01:13:00.002+08:00

As promised , i'm back to cyberworld . Though , I won't be very active as i'm moving to another site .
Find me.

:S

2010-06-17T16:00:00.000+08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

I gotta start studying and do my arttt ! stop going out already and waking up late please Aina ? -.-

on another note : I miss my long ,curly hair :(

yooohaaa

2010-06-15T16:59:00.000+08:00

haluuuuu ! I am in the library with the f a t boy and Atyqa sissy .
i got nothing to say , just , HOLIDAYS ARE A WASTE OF TIME . I'D RATHER GO SCHOOOOOOL I SWEAR . brrrrr

you know , its the crisis season and im so sick of it .
i think now's the time imma be a happy girl and live life as it is .
yeah maybe im lying and maybe im not . just dont bother me .
i wanna be on my own .

hey you , say whatever you like cause it aint bringing me down . yes i might be tolerating all this nonsense but just you wait till i blow things up .

and youre talking bout people , like as if you're sucha goody but people have yet to see the real you . na'uh , im not saying who . but we'll seeee .

and alamakk , ni bitch suka kacau hidup orang eh ? you said you're not gonna care but look , you're stalking -.- admit the fact that youre not wanted anymore . he needs a life , so do you . go get a life lah . he deserve a better girl and you , dont judge her from the outside cause you dont know her yet . youre jsut jealous cause she's way prettier , has a nicer heart compared to you . haha , b*tch . oops !

I wanna wanna wanna wanna .. ahhh dont want tell :X
brrrrr

kay dah bye !

dot.

2010-05-30T17:20:00.001+08:00

hi .
i know , this site is d e a d .
i'll be back , real soooon . i promise .

goshh , being away from the net really made me miss tons of people , seriously .
its even harder to contact with the indon mates :(
of course , i really miss <3 alotlotlotlot :(((

lalala . i did baaadly for MYE , sucha bummer i know .
and tmrw's our mt Olevel and im very scareed :/
wish me luck okay .

im off .

p/s ; ytd's helpout at zul's sister's wedding was funnn . and sorry zul i had to leave early . but i sure had a great time lah . hahah and eh , upload pictures soon kay (:

wait for my next return :D

shutzxcssss

2010-05-14T15:49:00.000+08:00

I finally got the guts to post my picture -.-

whatever .
exams O V E R , but its less than 20 days to our mt olevels haiyooooo boleh keluar white hair lah lama lama macam gini :(

im veryveryveryyyy eggcited to get my results though i know its gonna dissappoint me bigbig time lah . at least i know i studied -..- hahahaha best tau , every night got ppl teman summore , cooooool :B
kaykay , im bored . padan muker aku , tknk .. ah tkpelah .

oh ya , today's the marking day yet we , pathetic art students had to go to school to do our coursework . was pretty much excited but after a while , i helped humans on my left and right -.- hahahaha baik kan saya ^^ nolah , i was much attracted to do theirs rather than mine actually . hahaha
but cannot let syak sit beside me anymore uh , she very addictive leh HAHA okay merepek lah .
homed early after accompanying dear wannah to macd , just in time to fetch 2nd niece . gosh , its been 5 months sinceshe started schooling yet today's the first time i saw her in her sch uniform . cuteeeee sehhh , happy skejap . lol

ah shit , she's bugging me alr . nak pergi toilet pun kene teman ape nak jadi ? 0.o
haiyaaa , sayang punya pasal kan . layan jer lah :D
bubbyeeee

happy

2010-05-09T18:23:00.000+08:00

heyheyy !
i finally got the time to steal for posting . heh

ohhh , and by now . its pretty obvious that almost everyone's seen the change in me - physically .
well only certain will find me different in terms of my behaviour . i think im quiet-er now . hahah
i like it when the boys go ' eh aina asal kau senyap uh nari ?' heh :B

so moving on . im having my mid-year exams now and few papers past , 6 papers to goo . thursday we'll be free - well only for a while . oh i've yet to start on my art . heh . revising history now , but nothing goes in -.-

okay i gotta be going . oh , i forgot . im in the library so called studying . hah , so much of studying lor . more of webcamming ^^ hoho thanks to bloody bugging lalat lah for starting -..-
okayokay , im off . bubbye :D

uneasy

2010-04-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

Complicated - thats all I can say . Im so tired , I need a break .

I enjoy school , I enjoy the peacefulness im having now .

Still , im not at ease . Something's bothering me but I dont know what .

Come , help me figure it out .

"prince"

2010-04-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

Ryo (Ezzy)

Wahyu

Putra<3

idk why but Ryo sent me these pictures while we're skype-ing . He said it was for memories sake , hahah how adorable .
speaking of them , i misss them all alot lot lot lot :(

today seemed to be a good day for many (:
like Dinah & Syahira ; they're a bunch of crazy hooligans today HAHAHAHAH
syahira started of with her annyoing orange thing , and dinah followed suit -.-
then they went on and on , till they reach white chicks and go on and on and on ..
they passed cause they manage to annoy people with their hey apple/orange/muffin/etc , but they also made us smile and laugh . how cute

and idk why , but im all smiles when i go online today cause i got lotssss of good news ^^
ask Dan if you want prove cause he saw me laughing all the way till he got jealous of seeing me laugh non stop . oh well , its only once a blue moon you can see me laugh like that :D

cut the crap , Aina .
haha okay , im toouching up on my layout , im so pissed of getting rejections times and again lah ! pfft , okay bubbye (:

educator

2010-04-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

quoted : learn to love your mother before loving a girl cause if you can't , you'll fail loving a girl times and again

going in circles

2010-04-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

I'm on a roller coaster , wanna ride ?

what are friends for ?

2010-04-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

Its not my wish to ignore or give faces , neither do i want to argue or fight .

I'm telling myself to focus on my studies and not let other matters take control of me .

Yes , friends matters alot , but i can't afford to be bothered by whatever stuffs that you people are involved in . I don't get people like you , very weird person you are . Whatever lah , im tired already . friends or not , you decide .

-xo

You

2010-04-24T22:03:00.001+08:00

well , i can't wait no more . miss you , love you . enjoy life , best of luck .

i'll make a move , goodbye .

belief

2010-04-24T22:00:00.002+08:00

I've got so much to say , but its so hard to put them in words .

x-country

2010-04-22T18:05:00.000+08:00

cross country today was - hmm , i got nothing to say cause i didnt participate .
me and fatin dated in the morning for our breakfast and was officially late when we're suppose to be there at 8.15 but we're still eating at 8.30 . hahaha
reached J.E and saw dinah . then met syahira , and poof ! we've got company ! :D

walked halfway at the pathway , dinah wanted us to wait for yh . while waiting , we did stupid stuffs like talking to lizards -.- sitting in the middle of the pathway , pretending to be the ones who instruct students on directions ,and blablaaa .

reached , they've started running . since me and dinah are not well , we joined dain , putri and zul . fatin was zuperrrrr hyper i swear her shoutings made my head pusing pusing macam gasing dahhhh o..o hahaha
okay so , blablaaa , awards giving . then to lot , lunch and homedd with sasha . im so nice to accompany her home by lrt and go via senja :B

skyped with eeka , sasha , and mok . kecoh habis . then tried the i forgot what website for multiple webcamming but the connection simply sucks -.-
so chatted on fb with indo friends . they rockssss \m/
putra's the cutest . haha you all dont get what i meant , so go figure :D

okay im done .
bubbyeee :)

Sighsighsigh

2010-04-20T22:28:00.001+08:00

O levels prep work not done , here comes another assignment ; Mid-year paper .

Olevel mounting board , all 8 boards completed by Friday :S

tell me how im suppose to cope ?

math , im stuck with the radian -.- bagus , tido lagi lah . tsk .

whatever , i hope i can cope just in time for mid year with the help of a tutor *cross fingers*

thanks mama for the arrangement .

i dont have much to say today . i hate talking to people this few days cause i need to shout in order to let them hear me , its irritating you know . no , its more of hurting . i wanna go to the doctor's but i dont wanna take mc cause i know i'll miss out a lot . tell me what to do ? feel like chopping off my throat , like seriously ah . haiyaaa . get well soon , self . hah , pathetic much .

okay off to do whatever i need to . good day , everyone .

xo

2010-04-18T21:29:00.003+08:00

the whole group <3

Putraaaa <3

He told me to call him Ezzy but his real name is Yuario . haha he loves zoooming at ppl's face -.-

sasha & mifta <3

Ika <3

Rona Indira Sari <3333

love you all :(

sent them to the airport just now . brought mama along so she could meet rona for the last time .

was a really touching experience . couldnt bare to let her/them cross the entrance which meant real goodbye for us .

it was really sweet when rona took out my picture and wave it up :'(

kay enough , no more crying pleaseee .

i wanna go there in november but cikgu salha said only sec 3s are allowed D:

tskk .

now im sick , fever cough - velyyy bad leh . haiyaaa okay dadaaa , nak tido .

back as one

2010-04-18T04:09:00.001+08:00

Hi , meet my bestfriend !

psst , answered ? hahaha dah diam jangan lompatlompat , roboh rumah nanti . HAHA

okay bye

best of both world

2010-04-18T03:05:00.000+08:00

in school with the girls , more in fb

observe putra's cute+cheeky face ! HAHAHAHA ^^

top them off , im gonna miss this one the most :'( *points down*

AND putra too :(

I had a wonderfullest time spent with them today .

though its tiring , its worth it (:

met rozita at 10++ to fetch the girls , then brought them home to get some stuffs , met eeka , her cousin & ika @ cck cs , trained to bugis for shopping ( i really mean shopping ! they got my legs all shivering thanks to all the walkings , roundings -.-), lastly to flyers .

woooo , sure had a looong time there , cause the group that went to science centre was LATE ! =.= VERY LATE , I MEAN . tskk irrit much ,

moving on , got in the flyers around 6 plus . hah , be jealous , i got to be in the same cabin with Putraaaaaaaa :D

also the cooool guys . ya , its more like we're the foreigner and they're the host . hahaha really , they were like sooo hyper and jumping around and all -.- was quite boring , but towards the end , me and eeka go 'alaaaa , tknak turon lahh' cause we want more time with them :(

sad thing was , after alighting , i didnt realise the monkey Rona gave was alr not in my pocket :'(

yaaaa , apparently i cried -.- i mean , though its jsut a small gift , it meant so much cause the moment i spot any monkeys ard , i'll be reminded of her . and i actually lost the monnkey she gave !!!! urgh stupid girl .

since then , i couldnt stop crying cause i wasnt allowed to bring her home for the last time .

and i wasnt sure if i could follow tmrw to send them off to the airport . goshhh ! i promised Rona i'll get out of the house no matter what . anyway , theres a gift i gotta pass to her/them . so i shall make sure i come :/ i hope . haissss

homed @ 830 , washed up and help with the housework abit and started making card for her .

first thing sissy said when i step in the house , ' dik , asal mate kau bengkak ?' i smiled and say i laughed too much earlier on , and walk off . HAHAHA silly , but yeah . i dont care .

dah enough , im currently video calling with Mokk . and he said my voice very sedih -.- and obviously , my eyes are superrrrrr sore -.- shit im gonna look so shagged tmrw . ah whatever . gonna have my last pictures taken with themmm yayyy! :D

there's countless pictures we took the past days but most are with them . i mean , in their cameras . so have to wait :S its okay , yang di singapura juga punya kamera tapi uploadnya lambaaat sekali sih . ya benar tak pak Danil ? =.=

hahahaha okay dah , goodnight/morning y'all !

2010-04-15T20:35:00.001+08:00

HOMED WITH RONA TONIGHT . ONLY TONIGHT . STUPID SISTER , STUPID SCHOOL POLICY -.-
HAIYAA , I ENJOY THE COMPANY , BUT ITS ONLY GONNA BE FOR TONIGHT AND ONLY TONIGHT . WELL IM TIRED , OFF TO SHOP WITH HER NOW .
LATER ! <3

DANGS YOU

2010-04-14T23:32:00.004+08:00

(MORE IN FB , I LAZY TO UPLOAD -.-)

Heyy , as promised , i shall keep my blog alive again . well , not as frequent though .

errr .

basically yeah , as said , the surabaya mates are here for a week which is till this Sunday .

My buddy's pretty nice , just that at certain point of time i had difficulties translating some words to her , in fact them . hah , made friends with the rest too ! and today was the first time the boys talked to me , during the awards day rehearsal . hah , adorable much , yet annotiying uh -.- i hate the tapping part only .

it was great pleasure getting to know them . HAHA DAIN SUCK IN COMMUNICATING WITH THEM ! :BBB

*kriuk ! kriuk ! garing .*

inside joke . we really had the hall to ourselves just now till cikgu eventually told us off -.-

oh and the dancers got their costumes . well , i dont think we're happy with it cause its a slight different to the one we wore for ngee ann perf , only the same colour . and the sizes went all wrong till dain and eefa had to put on the biggest corset and their ... looks so wrong and weird . hah , okay skip this lah .

er so , rehearsal was average . lessons = bore

but i couldnt sleep cause i had to bear in mind that i have Rona with me , shouldnt set bad example (-..-)

ya whatever , i still survived in class though . with Yanling around , that is . hahaha

okay had an open talk with her just now and its funny when she suggested to me to say this to whom it may concern : 'do you still love me ? cause i still do'

i laughed and laughed cause it sounds so silly rather than sweet . hah , sorry yanling ! (:

but hey , ah nvm lah i cant post it here -.- confidential LOL

oh , today i've been whining about that (-) ahhhhh , irritated sumpah .

stupid fella , only know how to point people's mistake .

but , i still sayang leh -.- yalah i stupid lah kay pape eh shhh !

ah kay enough lah , wanna pack the schoolbag and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz to bed !

pics with the surabaya mates will take some time to be uploaded cause its all mostly in their cameras and phones . so till then ! :D

2010-04-14T06:59:00.000+08:00

Hi all , just wanna let you guys know that my phone's out of reach for the meantime .
Ya , whatever . was stolen on Saturday . yadayada .

saturday was a bitch , minus the show that is .

ah dont care lah , say summore , say !
i quit kay .

you didnt even bother so stop commenting , you dont know how it feels like okay .
thats just you , assuming on your own accord .
fine , im on it .

My Surabaya buddy is Rona Indirasari , and she's prettyyyyy ! (Y) :D

never chat pun

2010-03-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

got this last year's pic from fikri's phone . LOL please -.-

stupid kids play with paint

heyyy ! gosh , its only a few days i didnt online yet i feel so left out alr . hahah really ! i didnt know about the stalking thing about girlfriends , i didnt get to hear the hot news , hot topic people talk about . hahah sungguh makcik kpo uh -.-

actually i got nth to post but im posting for the sake of posting . i do miss posting and fb-ing and chatting and all , but i cant online everyday cause it'll just distract me , i gotta admit -.-
hah so yeah , i shall post less often .

err okay , sissy ask me to post this : I LOVE ATYQA ! :D
done sis :B

miss me kay

2010-03-27T11:34:00.000+08:00

i'll be on hiatus at the moment as my laptop adaptor's spoilt :(

unless any kind soul wanna lend me your :D
nah kidding . okay so , miss my posts okay ^^

woooohoo imma die i tell you ! shhh . im still eggcited for Musicaaaal heh heh (you all dont understand righttt :P)

happy goober

2010-03-23T04:08:00.001+08:00

I (♥) 22nd !

i wanna hug you

2010-03-21T20:49:00.000+08:00

currently chatting with Atyqa Sulaiman and awwwwww , she told me someth she shld actually tell nongnong ago -.- hahaha cb make me miss - moree :(
AH SHUT UP LAAAHHH
HAHAHA okay apparently im bored . and .. i'll be back with a nicer and proper post later lah , wanna chat ^^

psst ! secret konon . haktuiii lah ! :PPPPP HAHAH

2010-03-20T14:34:00.001+08:00

I LOVE THEM ALL , EXCEPT FOR SYURAAA tak SACHIEKK

hahahahahaha (mampus aku kene rogol kalau dier bace)

Helloh ! Im friggin' annoyed now cause the house is like gonna crash any moment now cause the crazy husband & wife @ home are fighting . Who eh ? haha , my sister and her husband lor .

hahahaha ya , im cruel . hoho

cute lah kan , part gado jer pakai kau aku , dah baik , mama papa . awwww =.=

LALALALALA , I've gotta accompany mama to a wedding reception later . No , actually im suppose to get bathed and ready by now heheh ^^

and because the fools at home are fighting , bro-in-law couldnt go and help mama collect the kuih(s) from aunt's crib . bodoh , korang nye pasal , susahkan orang jer -.-

okay and so , after that i'll be heading to hospital , to visit ibu . haisss

alaaa , mama just called asking me to help with the housework since they're fighting . see , because of them , AGAIN !

then now i gotta do the laundry , shower and get ready .

wait , heels from wedding to hospital ? O.O what crap . aiyoooo leceh lah , its been so long since i went for a wedding invitation , with the memanaskan baju and troublesome heels -.-

kay , imma be goodgirl now ^^ see ya !

oh , those pics with costume were the ngee ann city pics . obviously theres more , but , in Fb ! :D

and the uniform pics were taken the day before , during practice :)

you want it , you earn it .

2010-03-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

I still wont reply any of your texts as for now . I just dont wish to .
Remember , we once learnt this in our CME lesson ; you can forgive but you cant forget
If what you want is to be forgiven , then well , you're fogiven now . But , I'll not forget . Its not as easy as you said your sorry(s) . Yes , its freaking easy to say sorry , tell me who cant ? But it is what comes with the Sorry you said . Maybe , you are sincere . but im afraid i still cant talk to you . Ya , we are friends - well do i have a choice? i see you each day in school , so there isnt any way i could avoid seeing you . But you see , you've not change a single bit . Let me pick out an example so you understand : you said you knew i'll get disgusted by your sort-of-mushy texts , YET you still give me those . guess what , it creeeeeeps me okay . If you sent it to liya , or whoever who finds you super adorable , maybe they'd go Awwww~ . but sorry , you're talking to me here . and i cant go awww by your sweet words . it wont work on me , dude . I wont extend much further . like i said , you wanna be forgiven right ? so yeah , you're forgiven . but im in no mood to talk to you anytime soon , so please understand ! lastly , takziah on your grandad , may he rest in peace . Amin .

Atyqa sister , love you

2010-03-19T21:14:00.002+08:00

Announcement : I've got MY sister back :D

shut up i know i look very masai -.-

Im very glad , we got back together . I mean , yes i was mad at her for a reason or two , but i can't deny during that period of time , i do miss her , alot . Just that my ego holds me back , not wanting to start the conversation first . :/ And dear sister , im sorry too , if i was too emotional and took things too hard . I knew you werent in the best of situation , and i added on to your sorrow by ignoring you . I am really sorry okay .
No , i wont take you back . Cause for sure I didnt throw you , never . So stop asking me to take you back and stop begging already okay . Yeah , and lastly , you know i ♡ you .

xo -

p/s : thanks Zul , for the help (: love you too .

2010-03-19T08:50:00.004+08:00

MORNINGGG!

RISE AND SHINE

EVERYONEEEE (:

ITS TIME TO WAKE UP LAH

PIGS , SPARE A THOUGHT

FOR ME AND LAYAN ME CAN

NOT ! -.-

OKAY DONE, BUBBYE ^^

ngee ann city

2010-03-19T05:12:00.000+08:00

NOTE : IF YOU FORGET YOUR STEPS ON STAGE , NEVER PUT YOUR TONGUES OUT LIKE WANNAH DID :PPP

"kita nak buat rabbit , taknak buat anjing" :B

AWESOMEEEE day we had ; Thursday
Wannah's camera was the victim of vain malay dancers of regent secondary school .
HAHAHA
and eh , i werent lateeee ! heh :D

costume - hair - make up

Ngee Ann city - Performing Arts Festival

thank goodness i didnt make any mistakes , but what bothers me alot is when wannah made hers , and she's right infront of me -..- it was freaking hilarious when she actually did a different step from the rest and actually showed her tongues out lah . we sure had a good laughter for that matter . well . that should be her trademark as of now ^^

basically we spent from 1130 - 330 pm just for a 3 minutes dance . hahahaha

wait , ours was the second item for the show . the first item was fantabulous ! serious , kids from Woodgrove primary school , dancing their hiphop - danceworks item . hell they're really fantastic i swear . great job *thumbs up

look , whats the time now ?
hmmm , its 5.05 on my laptop . haha , no no , i've had my sleep (:
just as i reached home at 8pm just now , till 2++ am .
then i couldnt go back to sleep -.-
p/s : someone told me he couldnt sleep , end up , he slept on me . pantat .

im kinda worried now cause woke up and mum's not beside me . brother in law told me that mama , kakak , nieces are at the hospital . Ibu was rushed to the hospital again , only after 3 days being discharged . Heard that something in her stomach burst , again . the first was her intestine , and they did the op on her - paste them back . now im not that sure what is it . haiyooo :'(
i texted mama and she asked me to wait for further info at home cause ibu's in the ICU now . I just hope she's strong and will be okay . Amin .

okay , i think i should help wake someone up since he wants to wake up at 5 , since he slept late and prolly cant wake up . heh , im so nice ^^

alright , post again later when the tarian pics are up on fb .
WANNAH , CEPAT WANNAH ! *tongues out ^^

morning , im late

2010-03-17T11:50:00.000+08:00

Morning everyone .
Actually , im alr late for schooool ! and Drake just texted asking me where i am :|
hah , i havent even searched for the missing stuffs i need for my file , havent iron uniform , havent shower .
:D
okayokay , i better rush now .
urghh . today my eyes kena tumbok by niece , so DONT ASK ME WHATS WITH MY EYES please and thankyou (:

immature

2010-03-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

suppp !
okay hi . i just got lots to say , to diff people (:

You , Hi . Simple , if you're not wrong , then you won't be afraid/guilty or whatsoever not .
It's because you know you said it , so you're unhappy that i let it out .
Nvm , I know im not wrong in what i said cause i have witness . and if youre still unhappy then go ahead and ignore me or dont talk to me or do whatever lah , im still living my life as i want it to be like .

You ! hah , this is getting hot all on cyber huh ?
first and foremost , Congratulations cause you've just made yourself famous on fb ! (:
you've got all the attention you wanted right ? are you happy now ?
you've pull down my name , are you happy ?
you've got people talking about me , happy ?
you've made things public about what i did Not say , happy ?
you've made a little thing so big that the whole site is all about this hothot topic ! wow . fantastic .
oh , and lastly , you've made me feel so ... ah i cant describe this feeling but yeah , you just did , that it made me actually cry buckets for you . haha , you feel honoured that someone cried for you , right ? oh well , i know you just too well honey (:
see i told you this arguement made you feel so satisfied , true ?

kay enough of that . so , basically , ARE YOU HAPPY NOW ?
since i dont wanna add on to the big talks on fb , let me just say it here , in MY BLOG okay ?
so here goes .

1. when exactly did i mention this sentence ? ' susah nak dpt kawan mcm gini ' ?
correct me if im wrong , cause i dont remember saying this . but if i really did , tell me when , thanks .

2. you're acting as if you're so humble and innocent and im the bad person here .
please , cut the crap .

3. your sarcasm which you say was not , is bullshits kay .
prangai takmo mrepek ah please .

4. orang pijak kepale kau ? ke kau yang bagi orang pijak ?
hey , you got the power to not let it happen , but you didnt make use of it . so dont blame others for that .
and wait , this doesnt mean im saying im stepping on your head , cause i didnt . you ARE in the wrong , just that you didnt realise .

5. pergi lah mengadu kat sume orang , biar dorang kesiannn sangat kat kau , pujok kau . kau kan suke dapat attention mcm tu kan kan kan ? aku tau ^^ yer lah , kau ni kan siapeee . betul tak ? orang sume pakai kau kann , betul tak ? hah , kelakar lah kau ni . suke aku (:

oh sabar , aku luper , aku kan jahat , suke buat cerite , kau kan baik , sume lah bende baik tu kau .

6. enjoy per kau seboksebok psl tweet aku ? best tak stalk orang ? best best ?

aku tau lah tweet aku interesting sangat smpai kau kene amek tau kan , tapi tkpelah . aku tak perlu sokongan kau tu .

7. kau dah cakap mrepek2 , you still got the cheeks to say you want a friend back ? is your brain actually functioning correctly or not huh ? pelik eh ? haiss ape nak jadi . heran aku .

8. KAU NI PERGI SEKOLAH DAH BELAJAR KAN RESPECT ORANG , YANG KAU NI PERANGAI MCM ORANG BODOH NI KENAPE AH ? KAU SUKE PER JATUHKAN NAMA ORANG LAIN ? SUKA BUAT MALU ORANG ? KAU SUKE SANGAT ? NAK ORANG BUAT GITU PAT KAU ? HELLOH , YOURE DOING ON A WORLD WIDE WEB LAH SAYANG , PAKAI OTAK AH SIKET . KALAU KAU TAK TAU MALU , TU KAU PUNYA PASAL TAPI AKU TAU MALU OKAY . KAU NAK MALUKAN DIRI KAU TU PON KAU NYE PASAL , TAPI KAU BETTER STOP MALUKAN AKU . IM SPEAKING WITH PROOF , NOT JUST WORDS OKAY . SIMPLE , YOUR FACEBOOK SAYS IT ALL .

I have lots more in mind , but i'll hold it back . we'll see what more you have got to say .

lastly , to YOU YANG FREE SANGAT JAGA TEPI KAIN ORANG .

congrats on making my little arguement with him extend to greater level . i salute you for that .

you just got so much time to spare huh ? you see . my twitter works this way : only those who follows me are able to view my tweets . and yes , i tweet alot , like really alot everyday cause i have the comfort of tweeting by phone . ya , twitter's common right ? but this is the first case i heard people fighting over big mouth(s) who loves telling everyone about other's tweet . hah , youre so cute . go on , tell him every single one of my tweet . or easier , make a twitter account for him and follow me so he knows every single thing i said on my twitter . that'll be better right ?

sudah lah , carik lah kerja yang lebih berfaedah daripada susahkan hidop orang .

okay . so hey , i wanna ask a question and its open to all to answer .

hmmm , have you ever heard of phrases or words that says : when youre angry , you tend to say things you dont actually mean it ?

theres a fan page on this on fb you know and many are fans of this saying cause its true lah kan ?

dont talk as if you've never said things you dont really mean when youre angry ah eh , bullshits . we're humans lah , for sure , at least once, youve done that before so dont crap with me youve nvr kay .

enough said , im going off . my tagboard's there for readers to comment .

so , happy thinking (:

i dont care if everyone wanna avoid me , hate me , talk about me , cause i go to school to learn and i wont die of not having friends like you . im left with a few more months to go , and i pray hard im gonna get good results and leave as soon as possible . yes i'll miss the times together , but if thats gonna do me best , then i'd rather be alone .

xo - me.

saturday's

2010-03-15T00:15:00.001+08:00

cousin's group (:

swiss temptations

she's the bad girl , im the good one ^^

fun people (:

Ryssa bby

Zirahhh (:

Eefa - Drake ^^

Bo - he's got a girl figure ;D

si 'cute' ni (:

p/s : off all , i love punching his b a b a t s and ppl will say im bad for disturbing him ^^

AWEEESOMEZXCS :D

XOXO-

just view . i dont want your comments . this is my blog , just a reminder . whatever i do , whoever i go out with , is none of your business so shut your mouth and stop saying this and that about me he she us them (:

awesome saturday

2010-03-14T10:56:00.001+08:00

Saturday's dancework was a blast .

Well , I had my fill of enjoyment withe the people .

So lets see , I was early . i mean , i woke up early @ 930 , make the bed clean the room .

I promised ryssa to meet her at 1130 but i only had my shower at 1110 (:

obviously , i was late -.-

still sempat go kedai buy breakfast for sister siah hahahha

then met her , and headed to mama's workplace to send over her hp which she left at home as she was late for work earlier . tsk.

done w that , trained to dhoby ghaut . on our way there , in the train , we had our seat and we starte talking about our childhood friends like fazira , melda , syazwani , hidayu and all lah . then she was like ' wahh i got good memories you know . i still remember when we're having our mt lesson then suddenly theres a cockroach on hidayu's uniform and i told her uh ade lipas and she was like huh manemane ?(with the reaction) ....." then blablaa it goes on . then we're like thinking whether we're in the same kindergarten or not . then trying to recall . and we ended up laughing when we realise we're like soooo semangat until the people standing cant take their eyes off us cause we talk as if the train was plainly ours -.- wait , we didnt realise you know . hahahah :BB

and so , we talk and talk until we reached the destination . i admit i am vely vely potek lor .

was like finding where the heck was cousin , and i didnt spot her , i spot those familiar faces people . LOL =.=

like o b v i o u s l y , there were like countless of people i know/recognise . kecoh kecoh .

it was REAAAALLY crowded and i swear i hate the loud shouting(cheering) lah . sakit telinga oi .

summore im short = cannot see =.=

So we stood at the furthest right side of the stage , still trying to find cousin but to no avail . until she performed and i was watching and i cried . hahahah this part super dumb . ryssa was like eh are you crying ? and she hugged me telling me to stop which made me cry even more . lol . then after that , waited for cousin backstage and hugged her and she said : asal kakak nanges ? o.o HAHAHA gembeng siah aku -.-

blablaaaaa . of course , tons of pics taken for the day . but unfortunately its all in ryssa's camera so have to wait till she uploads it on fb then i can post , insyaallah :D

after the whole thing ended , went to have our breakfast cum lunch @ KFC where ryssa said its a MUST to eat there . and eefa was like 101% agree-ing w that =.= hahah so we did . talk talk , juicy gossips ;D

and oh , Zirah joined us too . wait , and Kamil . hahaha funny uh . lotsa inside joke :D

done eating , camwhoring at idk where . then they wanted to play pool , so we walked and walked . reached the suppose-to-be venue , and poof ! Bo forgot the place . imagine how smart ?

tsk. then found another place for pool , but we gotta queue and if we do , we're the no.10 . who wants to wait you tell me ? ended up me and ryssa went home w zirah , and the trios go idk whre . zirah took the train to purple line . me and ryssa red line . i alighted at novena to visit ibu at tan tock seng , ryssa off to cousin's bday party . she hugged me again , awww . ^^

then then , met kak shasha at velocity and then daaa , meet ibu . and mama , busu , aunt from malacca was alr there . basically i was with kak shasha all the way till abg mimi sent us home by van .

kay done . im off to Plaza Sing again . :X

GOODLUCK JOAN , YANA , AND WHOEVER'S PARTICIPATING (:

dancedancedance

2010-03-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

Im going to the Dancework performance tmrw , and cousin finally called me and we catch up a lil bit w each other and its so funny laaaa . hahah , and so she's dancing tmrw ! wooohooo.
haha first time tgk cousin sendiri joget eh , jakunnn ! :P
kkay so i'll head there with Marissa for sure . Yang si eefa wannah bo ni i kureeeng pasti eh . hahah pantat nak suro aku gi ngan korang abe satu msg pun tkde ! grrrr .
oh and indah ask me to find a nice angle and take her group's video . wahh , cantik muka dia eh . haha naseb aku sayang kau tau so i'll TRY to be early , if i can uh . heh , muka aku datang siang . it'll be a miracle (:

yang pompans pompans ku yang lain pergi hari sunday . macam tooot . when im free on sats , theyre not . when im not , they are . ya , great . haiyoooo

and and , theres someone kann . dier kate dier tak minat dance uh so dier tknk pergi . tskk . ngadengade eh budakbudak cute skrg . haiss ape nak jadi ? hahahahaha dont sayang you alr ah pantat kay shhhh !

ohhh , im eggcited idk why . hahahahaha . bleargh , a sad fact : WAKE UP E A R L Y :S

nvmnvm , i'll try . ^^
mok ! pape jumpe aku kat sane ! promise aku reply/answer your call okay see you when i'll see you .

nights everyone !
Say hi if you see me there cause i potek and dont really recognise people okay :D

*waves

i broke a nail?

2010-03-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

MY PINKY TOE NAIL IS BROKENNNN !
its my first time that i ever broke a nail and i thought its gonna hurt but nahh , i dont feel a thing .
i didnt realise it was broken until my niece told me so -.-
freaky . but eh ! this is like 80% out you know . yet it didnt hurt . weird , but yeah .
hahahah okay lah i jakun kay bye !
:D

my picture is to test my handwritting

2010-03-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

Adam Khoo workshop:

afterall , it was a really great 20 hours attending this seminar we had while the rest had the funfunfun! camp .

though at certain time i got bored of the do-a-map thing , i still think its a great experience attending it cause i think i learnt quite a lot and hopefully i could try applying them in my works . hah , fat hope , Aina !

so yeah , on top of all , i love the 3 breaks we had since it was a long day seminar of 830am till 530pm . what to do ? people say thinner people have larger appetite you see (: Thats the reason why Mok calls me Bonchmot . heh , go figure . :BB

basically , our trainers was fun , just that Freddy was a lil bit too cranky here and there but still , he never fails to make us laugh out loud . zhuang wei's favourite : G u n d u ~ & S h u t u p ~ (w freddy's tone)

hahahah . same goes for webster , he's great , too .

see told ya i enjoyed . kay so that was two days ago .

and today , the 4NA/NT and i think the sec 2 students are backkkk . at least we're not that lonely in the school right . oh wait , but we'll have to share our recess which = long queue . haha selfish siah aku -.-

mrepek .

errr , so . i am trying veryvery hard to do my homework and keep my eyes awake . mama said i've been sleeping alot lately cause all she sees me doing at home each time she comes back from work is , Aina = Sleep ! Ya , maybe one day should bring her to school and let her go through what we went in school eh ? hmm , dream on yeah . hah . ptc pun tknk bagi datang . hahaha . fool .

andand lastly , the b is merajok-ing for ... something uh . aiyooo , susah susah . but nvm , its easy to pujuk , heh . i am smart :B grrr , wait i have someth to say . i hate people using prepaid ! seriously , it sucks having to wait for buah to fall you know waiting for people to get the phone topped up -.-

what to dooo ? wait aje lahh kan .

i know public is curious about someth , but . i wont tell ! :D only school people know you all wont know . well not that soon lah . i'm still figuring things to work out this tangled string of mine (:

done !

p/s : i love sleeping on Fatin's lap . hahah . and and the lullaby-s too ! hoho . sodaaap oi tido . transformed to my mother in school alr :DD

im feeling chatty today :D

2010-03-06T15:11:00.000+08:00

Gonna meet Momma in a while , gonna have my shower now - bloody brother's taking hell of his beauty time in the toilet _|_
Going library , get Yana's books returned and have my new 'bible' :B
okay mama just called , she's reaching soon which means i gotta hurry now .
Tata !
:D

talent

2010-03-06T14:19:00.000+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/aidil.zulkiflee?ref=ts#!/video/video.php?v=352456168224&ref=mf

idk why , but im bored so went on to youtube for covers by all sorts of people . Videos above is actually my cousin(dua pupu to be exact) hah , i just got in contact with him thru twitter , and then fb . hahah , he's kinda good i must say (:

heh , i'll find more vids later on yeah :D

heating up !

2010-03-06T13:02:00.000+08:00

I found this compiled video on CNB site , the very starting of the dance groups me saw Fieqahh .
then slowly those times came upon , its adorable and an experiencing performance for beginners like us , huh ? hahah i cant stop laughing . how silly . Oh well , dancework 09 - memorable , right girls ? ;D
and yeah , the dancework 10 is heating heating heating ! I wanna watch category two next week , but got madrasah on Sun , and Yana wont be around cause hers in on Sunday itself . bloody toot . Prolly be going on the Sat , since cousin's participating too , but idk on what day that is . Stupid bitch ah , binget tau ngan dier . tsktskk ! nvmnvm , since ibu's going , then maybe i'll ask mama to come too , moral support eh ? hoho . wish you bad luck ,cousin ! :B nah , i still love her though she's a bitch now . tskk .

so , goodluck fellow participants . (: This year's a great competition , theres way too many peeps i know participating till idk who i should give my utmost support to . lol . i'll remain neutral then (:
G O O D L U C K !

Where are you ?

2010-03-05T12:28:00.000+08:00

Afternoon y'all .

Its boring staying at home ,being sick man !

all i've been doing is eat , meds , sleep . wasnt suppose to be onlining cause just had my breakfast and meds , but i cant stand it alr ah . i think imma do a lil bit of art today , just a maybe though .

Apparently i was supposed to be going to the doctor's again today , but mama said no need cause no one to accompany me cause she's working and she's afraid of letting me go by myself today . i dont seem to get better , in fact worsen . idk why . maybe the meds isnt strong enough . but its okay , i have the weekends to still recover and be back in school by Monday (hopefully) .

its 12.20 and only 5 are online via msn how boring .

CB has been a good company , so far (:

oooh , i just checked my diary . If im not wrong , we're suppose to have completed all our sketches and by next week , and we should have submitted our 8 layouts :O guess where we are at now ?

not even page 3 of the sketches =.= paper cutting shld be starting during this march hols , and we're faarr behind . goodness .

kay lets not stress things first . we'll wait for the next instruction .

speaking of school , i think the results wasnt that bad . surprisingly , i passed my math ? o.o

Aiyaa , plainly because i submitted my assignments , but the common test paper itself ? hah , dream on i'll ever pass .

but sadly , i only have 1 A which is mt -.- pathetic or what siah ?

ah whateverrr . this thoughts about school are making my head spins more . -.-

i guess imma go sleep now , the meds are taking effect now .

bubbyee ,

leave

2010-03-04T22:18:00.000+08:00

I enjoy bloghopping and see how people have their photos taken . I adore those pretty girls cause they're simply gorgeous . Just that , I just hate the fact that they wore too heavy make-up(s) , when i think they still look better w/o them . Yeah , they still look good anyway , so that shld be enough (:

gahhh im so random lah .

was on mc today , prolly tmrw too .
Fever flu cough sorethroat bodyaches migrain

taking those drowsy medicines are so annoying ah . i've been sleepingggggg , yet im still tired .
yerlah , pig lah . -.-

now online to upload sis's pics on her fb . leceh siah , penat tau tunggu lamerlamer . banyak pulak tu . tsk!

went to school awhile to send over the edusave form for the learning strategy workshop but handed it to nathan cause he bloody crap w me about imma student and i cant enter cause im wearing slippers . bullshit right . abe that time fieqah pakai kasut pun kau halau , bodoh nak mampus kan ! brrr

dah dah , tak baik marah marah .
sheeesh im dead bored/sleepy uh . bubbyeee !

if i should

2010-03-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

To make things clear , this blog/site whatsoever is MINE . If in any part of my blog disgust you or whatever lah eh , simply scram lah . Is there anywhre stating that its compulsory to drop by my blog or smth ? I malas nak layan okay , im not in the least interested in argueing with simply , whoever . Irritating uh nak kecoh pasal irrelevant things please eh , what they say ? Immature isit ?

Felt the pinch that im talking about you in my blog ? ah then too bad uh , my fault ah . that bloody alphabet can simply mean anyone lah kay . if you know its you then diamdiam sudaa lah okay .

waste of time .

this isnt referring to only One bloody human . Whoever terase then its your problem okay i dont wanna know , you drop by , you go . I dont wanna know what you think about my blog/posts .
I know this sounds rude uh but i dont care .

Apologies .
Hi , its the 1st March today . wow time really flies -.-
basically , lesson were more or less mundane .
And i had dance today , superbly tiring but i somehow felt the satisfaction .
Oooh i like the idea of cca two days a week hahaha but penat macam nak mampus o.O

Okayokay , so . there's a bitch yang nak tumpang famous in my blog and her name is Nur Afiqah from Fajar Sec . She's my primary sch mate and she texted me outta blue asking when we should meet up . I ignored her after a while because ...... she sent me a complete message with nothing but - pendek.pendek.pendek.pendek.pendek. all the way ^^ padan muke kau hahaha :B
malas aku nak layan . kay dah , aku rase kan , dorang pun tak heran tau iqah ! hoho

oh , im prolly gonna have my lunch with my longlostbestf on Thurs , if i can make it , that is -.- .
Yay im sexcited hoho sounds weird ah dating with girl , but nvm , used to it :P

nonsense ah , kkay goodnight everyone .

fuck face

2010-02-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

Haluuu ^^

booo to school lah . im hating school alr i wish i have moer hours in a day and longer weekends to complete all assignments on time . Hell .

brb later toodles !

F you

2010-02-27T17:22:00.000+08:00

Yes , Fatin did that to my ears few days back. (Menyesal aku ade 2 earhole HAHA)

cb ah kakak aku dah memekak bodoh pergi mampus lah bodoh kau .

si bodoh ni nak suro i ikut dia pergi bpp tapi tak tahu cakap baikbaik macam sunds kan geram nya i sakit hati tahu tak . takpe , ade pergi ade balek . sabar aje lah , karma will befall her . ni lah orang tak tahu bersyukur diberi peluang untuk hidup buat kali kedua . lepas ni , kita tengok ape lagi akan jadi okay .

hi , im FORCED to shower now this f-ing bitch is f-ing annoying me i feel like shouting in her face thank god imma nice sister and therefore i shall bite every bullet . so yeah , gotta shower now back at night love you .

he's one sex maniac i tell you lol

2010-02-27T16:50:00.000+08:00

(he dont know my blog , does he ? )

GO ON , LAUGH AT THIS SO CALLED HANDSOME-HOT-CUTE-WHATEVER GUY THEY CALL !

four thirty am

2010-02-26T04:41:00.000+08:00

Its almost Five and im wide awake now .
how's thing ? well , pretty mundane .
no no , more of downs lately . why i shant say .

things feels weird at this junction . i have a strong feel about what ... said .
its somehow true . i dont want any more complications , im tired .
in a moment of anger , i feel like transferring school . to think of it , bear with just a few months and it'll all be over , true enough .
i hate it when things go awry .
i somehow prefer being quiet . yes , its so not Aina = Quiet . i know , cause im always the talkative one , fight w mates , laugh . so now when im quiet , people cant take it -.- weird much .
i dont care , im almost getting immune to being quiet so dont stop me please .

however , im loving the circle of friends im with right now . theyre the best and like mdm F said ; treasure your friends for the next few months cause after that , you'll be like Yan Ling who is now in contact with none of her past years friends at all , not even to tell and comfort her cause she's repeating her Olvls .
As of then , i am still treasuring my friends as well as i could but it seems like something is wrong somewhere . im annoyed disgusted pissed sad . but i think i'll just have to brave myself up and go along w everything . so i shall (:

come on , a happier note will be : i enjoy dance even more now and the new dance is adorable . actually its because of the song lah heh and kak ziela's nice , too . though , i miss cikgu sudirman alot too .

"For art , dont make yourself think cause the moment you start thinking , you'll be pressured and cant do your work ."

Its hilarious when mdm F told us this morning that she and mr izwandy loves to look at students and predict what their ambition's gonna be . and guess what ? of ALL , she said : ahh , like Aina , she's the potential good wife and mother for your children . and who knows the next time you see her after graduation , she's with 3 kids alr . so guys , want a good wife , marry Aina"
Yes it goes someth like that . I was freaking sleepy at that point of time and the moment she said that i was like what theee , yet i laugh till i was tearing . lol
and obviously everyone was like woaaahh ~ syafiq gala said : ish aina active siak kau =.=
_|_
and and melissa become phil maid :B hahahaha that was plainly a joke . mel's so talented she can go way further than that . and she sees fatin as a singer in spore idol ^^ of course lah my baby what :D
dinah , dancer in media world dance here dance there (:
the rest i cant remember lah . AND I HATE THE MATCH-MAKE OKAY MATES YOU GUYS SUCK LAH =.=

im bored how i wish - was online and webcam at this timing with the busuk face hahah okay its just imaginations and it wont happen so its okay .

wait , i got something to say to someone .
hi . its weird that you are ignoring me for some reasons i dont know . but its okay , someone i could sense the reason why so yeah , if this makes you forget me and stuffs , go ahead i dont mind . this happens between me and K too , right ? so i really dont mind . maybe you've realised what i've once told you about ... so you're taking actions now . well , good for you . a burden off my shoulder cause i no longer have to bear in mind that i shouldnt hurt your feelings in a way or another . so yeah . happy moving on with life without me as a friend or someone you like or whatsoever not . good luck ! :D

Onetwothree down , few more to go .
Hang on , told ya people/boys come and go that im so immune to it now .
hah , i got 2 new friends now (:

yay long post eh ? heh nilah akibatnye kalau Aina tak tidur . Bosan nak mampus . And peixiang's gonnasend me to school on an aeroplane tmrw if im late , so be prepared okay . Basically this pek is also not sleeping so we chatted . action ah no school ! two years of ite - he's done . im still stuck w the annoying stressing pressurizing Olvl _|_

whateverrrrr . goodnight all , love y'all (:

I give up :'(

2010-02-21T21:36:00.001+08:00

I'll try my very best to bury you , us deep down in my heart but I can't guarantee I'll succeed

I think it's the best for now cause I see no point in clapping with one hand

For every moment we shared together , you know you still hold a big place in my heart

I ain't kidding when I say i'm gonna try to move

But I have a strong feeling I won't succeed cause you're the major thing in my life

However , I'll not admit defeat . I shall try and if I really fail , then I think I just can't

You know , it's never too late for you to come searching for me cause I can't run far either

I'm just somewhere near yet far from you , running in circles

Come search for me cause I'm right here , waiting for you

Goodbye seems to be so deep now , so a wave for now will be good .

2010-02-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

I found my long lost bestfriend on facebook . No no , its the other way round . She found me instead .
Hell yeah I miss her freaking much its been years since she left us back then in primary school and yay we're meeting soon , together w Fazira i suppose (: Come babes , lets have a reunion party shall we . Yang jejaka-jejaka duduk rumah minum kopi saja ya :D Girls day out laaa .

On a not-pleasing note , I'm stuck at picture number EIGHT and 22 more to go , girl ! can i like pause time for awhile to get my art done , then study for Bio's common test tmrw and complete my mt/english homeworks tonight ? :(

I feel like breaking down alr man , dont think i can take it . This is the most stressing year i've ever went through and shit I'm not coping well . Plus , I suck in Mathematics what vector what shit I havent been attentive in class ah bitch lah imma die anytime soon now wait for my funeral alrights .

hehe boring lah

2010-02-20T22:32:00.002+08:00

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE ! I'M OFF !
LOVE YOU >.<

Y u c k : X

2010-02-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

I was facebook-hopping and stumbled upon a primary school friend and can i like say EEEEEEWWW ?
I seriously don't get it cause ALOT of them are transforming to minahs . No no , already transformed , i mean . I'm not critisizing for fun here and if they think im bitching about them , well you only got yourself to blame for that . HA HA serious shytt arh i tarq buleyhh anqkat sheyhh tenqokk dorank !
sumpah aku tak tahu type macam mereka . hahahaha they're not using their pretty face for good use , kesiann . eh , but i still smile at them each time i see them around okay hahahaha yalah pretend but who cares , at least im not arrogant (:

yes i know this is so random im so annoyed im so bored lah . i wanna go find more minah-friends of mine .

draggy

2010-02-20T15:51:00.001+08:00

Today & tmrw's plan :

~~SHOWER now @ 345pm~~
~~Bpp to enlarge pictures~~
Do at least 10 drawings today :(
Finish 30 drawing diedie by tmrw
Do Mt assignment & English also by tmrw
F O C U S on ART laaaaaa please , Aina !

Imma die faster i tell you . okay dah nak mandi ni bubbye !

not easy

2010-02-20T14:30:00.000+08:00

I manage to catch a glimpse of you yesterday and i'm still brooding over it up till this very moment .
Cant't you see how much I missed you yet I'm afraid to see you ?
Minutes after that , I thought . Why didn't i just run over and hug you tight wishing you would understand what my heart is saying :

I'm different from Atyqa sissy . She has the mindset that it is not wrong if a girl makes the first move but nah , I strongly don't think it that way . Yes , i'm egoist but oh well , its just not me to do that kind of thing cause for the past 15 years of life , I've never did something like that before . Well , only to You a couple of months before .

2010-02-20T14:20:00.000+08:00

so friends , do you get it why i cried the moment you guys sang the other day ?

Horoscope

2010-02-20T13:32:00.002+08:00

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything.. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

brother's day in

2010-02-16T20:36:00.001+08:00

*down*

meet Md. Rizki Amani , my to-be-husband :D

anis farhana , rizki , zuhrah filzah

he'll say : tatak nak nenok nak nenok at every picture of him taken

(kakak nak tengok nak tengok-.-)

Yeah , I spent my CNY & V'day @ the hospital day and night looking after this big manja brother of mine . -.-

menyampah aku . hahah

but i like the fact that i got to play his iPhone thruout when im bored and simply ignore the msges HAHA padan muka korang .

thats just me ; give me a game and i'll get hooked on to it :B

and besides gaming , all i did there was naek turon kluar masuk ward w kak ella(bro's gf) since they only allow 2 visitors a time and HAHAHA we always have issues w the person standing outside taking down names of visitors as we ALWAYS have problems keeping to the rules of 2 visitor a time nyahahaha kesian org tu , muka stress aje dengan kita :D

nvm , brother's discharged pun this morning (:

oh and can i please get married to the boy above in black ManU polo named Muhammad Rizki Amani ?

HAHA HE'S SUPER HANDSOME AND CUTE AND noisy -.-

him , and my 2nd niece in princess dress cant be separated i tell you . miang ! first 10 mins after seeing each other alr walk together hold hands o.o! jalan tak ingat orang pulak tu . naseb baek pandai , sampai road aje tunggu orang belakang =.=.=.=

still , adorable lahh . WAIT ! i forgot , they're born on the same year , same DATE . lucky not the same time . but awww , shot gun ah the mother :|

now the mother's in lav w my 1st brother HAIYOOOO

ya ya , whatever im so lazy to post alr leh . and oh , syahira said : her friends are twitter freak HAHA

ooooh and she's gonna be in sch tmrw yay-ness (:

worst note : 30 drawings by tmrw .

completed : ZERO

alot right , i know (:

-.-

okay laaaa imma go do some idk work to keep myself occupied okay dadaaaa

oops i forgot to post about D , hahahha
sorry ah make you angry just now muahaha not on purpose

okay i've posted about you :B

and woooohooo K miss me :BBBB padan muka kau

alah , D everyday also miss me i know right haha

okay lah aku mrepek lah bye ah

huge S A D

2010-02-14T14:43:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day.

Wasnt a pleasurable day I have to say .
oh , so what ? v'day huh ohokay . ya whatever .
basically , i'll just be spending my so-called valentine's day at NUH where 2nd brother is admitted in ytd .
heading there w 1st brother only since mum alr left early in the morn today w/o waking me or at the very least inform me -.-

so now i've yet to shower , cause brother is taking his bloody freaking time in the toilet doing i dont know what and i cant enter the master toilet as sister's whole family is sleeping double -.- please

geee i am so bored and annoyed and agitated and pissed and excited and sad and angry = disappointed yet idk lah .

booo ah i wanna ask kak ella out ah go dating at the movies tskk but brother sick how to leave him right .
oh oh , ytd when we're at the hospital , kak ella asked me , ' nurse dier melayu ke phil uh adek ?' i giggled and say 'phil laaa kak asl ?' she said ' haaha bagus lah kalau melayu akak tido sini ah 24 jam' and we laughed . get her point ? 'kau tak bagi aku tido sini , aku tido luar . tak bagi tido luar , aku tido pat luar ward . kau tak bagi tido situ , aku tido kat bwh .' and it goes on ... weird yet funny . well , self-entertained since we're both bored and sleepy deh .

and i went dating w yana ytd lol . crazy siah itu budak . buat malu gue aje . hahaha only she knows ah , dont want tell i paiseh leh . :B

okayokay i feel like changing my skin ah , okay lets hunt for skin lets go . bubbye

disappointment

2010-02-13T02:45:00.000+08:00

ask me why i like today's performance make up : My eyes looks BIG

hahahahaha diam ah

so now am very tired and am video calling w Mok and he's forcing me to smile tsktsktsk .

my hopes was downn when ... nvm .

i hungry seh . haiyoo .

want makan ah . nightsss .

pics & vid are alr on fb thats all i wanna sleep goodnight/morning

cny celebration

2010-02-12T15:05:00.003+08:00

helloh helloh helloh !
Haha hey , okay am now at Lot 1 McDonald with Eeka - dating muahahaha
Mrepek ah . Okay no , just having a meal lah .

So as we all know , its Cny performance today and its .... Haha idk what to say lah . Pics and vid will be uploaded on fb sooon alrights . back with proper when im homed . Now wanna eat my mcflurry and fetch noece over at woodlands . Gahhh ! Leceh maynees . Nvm , bubbye ! Love you

why oh you

2010-02-11T05:10:00.000+08:00

i hate the treatment but i still love you .

been getting scolded , tons because of you .

back to old habit . people say its all caused by you .

every morningnightafternooneverning , all i think about is you .

what do i carry everyday with me , its you .

whowhatwhy i miss , its still you .

i envy them cause they remind me of you .

so it all boils down to , baby you .

open your heart for me , once again , could you ? just once . i promise

cause you had a bad day

2010-02-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

pictures was taken ytd : when we met up and did our art from 5pm to 10pm

people joined us at a later time and ended up , there were 7 of us , i think uh . good thing was , we did over at somewhere near my crib muahaha kesian budak sengkang kene datang sini eh ? :b padan muka kau sape suro jajni dgn aku heh heh . kay jahat , diam .

okay basically , today is so merepek ah okay . hah besok english common test and mr zur was on mc today , how wonderful ?

and i think imma flung my lit common test which was today and i only did qn 01 , not even long enough to get 15 marks and qn 02 with only a paragraph with less than 50 words (: useless kan i know haisssss

moreover , got scolded , like again . shall not elaborate , but hell yeah . sucha pain lah . everyone's mood was reaally down cause disappointed w self lah . lucky i was excused but still kena in a way lah diam lah .

oh , and after school was even more disastrous lah . today was our dateline for our first mounting board , and apparently we didnt really get to finish it , well most , not all . and when we had our meeting with mdm f over in the art room and she said she wanted all 29 pieces on her table by tmrw PLUS THE PRINTER CANNOT BE USED UNLIKE WHAT SHE SAID LAST FRIDAY , kachiongg habesan punya lah semua . -.- how's mine eh ? fortunately we had a lesson of free period so i get to use the time to add on stuffs to my freaking ugly board . still , i lack of a few more pictures to paste and an artist's influence and im done . however , i've submitted mine cause i dont want my final piece to handed up as only 7 pieces instead of 8 lah . who cares if its ugly or not so long i know i've done it and i did put in effort okay . haha kecoh ah . now the sketches , damn aina you're going down down downnn ~

and now , im facing dooms from F over an issue whereby f found out about me and h 's blablaaaa

okay lah aku surrender okay aku mengaku , dah ah tkmo interrogate aku lagi okay ? susah nya nak tipu orang ! tsktsk . i suck lah please .

kaykay , i shall now hunt for pictures lah desperate alr . haha nights all

^^v

sorry im bored

2010-02-06T17:53:00.000+08:00

w h a t a b o r e !

helloh im bored i insist on not going out despite the several invitation from people simply because im lazy and tired hoho tried completing the first mounting board and fill some of it and its in progress now but my handwritting sucks and i dont care i need guidance from syeeqa ? i need to print pictures again because adli made my pictures slip out of the holder and atyqa sister please spend some time w me again pleaseee shit im bored no ones chatting w me and i didnt reply d's text i dont know why im thinking about - again bodoh nya kau aina sakit hati lah entah kenapa bosan bosan bosan nak mampus ahhhhhh kay bye

i gotta be strong

2010-02-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

gundu ah this one ! hahaha

hi helloh all .

llife's been rather personal these days .

i'd rather not talk about it .

so yeah , today's one superrr long day . but today made me love fridays

i enjoyed cny dance rehearsal though wasnt in the best condition

and to our relieve , choreography's completed . just brushing up and poof ! (:

then it was art all the way till 7 ?

great . thanks aiman for the panadol and i felt better in minutes that i can go round bothering people again :P

i like .

then ended off w webcam pictures w the crazy fellas . enjoy .

total retardness = mandokk and mokk :D

more in the other Pc(s) and we didnt have the time to get them all too bad.

people(s) , i do not wish to answer any questions regarding what happened today , and i hope you understand so stop bugging me to tell cause im not . and im sorry yh and boys that im so weak till i eventually cried for the idk how many times in front of you people in public . sorry . im sucha hastle , but im trynna change that . however , thank you all for the care concern attention and friendship .

all in all , her words are still lingering ard in my head . she knows what lies behind my heart and there isnt any way i could hide which i wish i could . i didnt want it to be this way , no . i didnt want to cry in front of people , friends , mates , teachers , but i have no choice . though , i appreciate that i have such teacher around w me , to guide me thru this hard life . i know she meant well and i wanna listen to her advice . i wanna be a good girl and not defy family's talk . i wanna stop lying , i wanna prove everyone wrong and show that im capable of succeeding . i wanna be successful just like them even if i dont have a perfect family . i wanna achieve all this and be a happy girl and lead my own life . i wanna get married and have childrens and ensure that i wont let my childrens live the way i did . and thats a promise . someway somewhat , im touched by her text msges cause i know someone's behind me . she understands me most that she could actually help me in lying . at least this once . i dont wanna disappoint her , nor mama . i love her and i wanna end her pains and sufferings . i just wished one day , i could open up my heart and tell her how much she mean to me . thank you , teacher .

lastly , Happy Birthday Izzat !

worn out migrain

2010-01-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

babies <333

im tired okay bye .

official

2010-01-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

i've officially changed my number . guess i've texted those im close to only .
the rest , sorry eh , mcm ter-malas gitu :)
well thats all , good day.

never? meant to be

2010-01-30T12:43:00.001+08:00

three words :

I miss You .

I want you .

I love you .

I need You .

some say im getting fatter

2010-01-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

For a moment , I thought that i'm expecting too much which will eventually lead myself to being hurt .

Let me just have some peace of mind .

But i'm still hoping though

cause I know , when there's a will , there's a way (:

*make it come true please* Amin

Like i always say , friday is always a boring day . well at least for me .

only good thing is that school ends earlier than norm , thats all .

of all subjects i had today , i enjoyed english mother tongue and ss .

basically it wasnt the typical dry lessons lahh .

mt was debate session . our group kinda screwed up but i'm still satisfied and it'll continue on monday - self against zuhairi :p

after school , had to do some decoration thing for the notice boards and from what we saw when we toured the whole level 4 classes , our competitor was 4-10 & 4-5 . the rest either not done yet or simply we havent view them .

obviously , me and mel was like oh shit oh shit . its like , our materials wasnt enough and we didnt prepared anyth for the small noticeboard at the sides of the whiteboard as we assumed they only wanted the big board to be decorated . Unfotunately , no choice . we got the big board somehow 40% done - that was before i left when mel & wyn went teck whye to get some other materials . and the 2 small board is up to me to finish up . damn . hope mel's gotten all the things i needed :|

well , if mdm f wanna win , so do we , right mel ?

wish us luck okay . haha im making this sound like a big thing when its plain nonsense and waste of time lah . but for creativity sake (:

.....

homed , lot , west mall , bpp . -sister's wish .

holyz crapz imz damnz zleepyz pleaze

but i just wanna go online and wait .

dont ask what .

currently only chatting with akim . outta blue moon he chatted , cool . haha on the topic of school , cca , soccer , west zone . weird .

okay wanna play game that syafiq mengs gimme :PPPPPP

inside secret shhh !

butterfly flying away

2010-01-27T22:42:00.001+08:00

im totally blank for art right now and my eyes are dozing off soon enough .

today's great , well not in the beginning . was zuperrrrr unwell during the whole entire school day .

only after school when i've swallowed 3 panadols and end up getting scolded by fatin , i felt better .

i couldnt sleep ytd night and was groaning in pain on bed , going in and out of the room trynna make myself feel better but to no avail . end up getting ready for school super early and had a short nap . mama wasnt helping at all lah . woke her up as i really couldnt bear w the pain but she ignored and continued sleeping zzzzzzz -.-

whatever it is , after school had tarian as norm .

only that today's venue is at the hall and its very crowded . w table-tennis & takraw in the hall , dancers on stage . =.=

and i had fun w the takraw boys plus some extra people like yh , atyqa sissy , shazlina & june blablaaaa .

bestbestbest .

homed w Danial Botakk & adli .

now i gotta crack some brain to atleast have someth for tmrw's art class arghhhh !

shagged

2010-01-23T22:06:00.002+08:00

very tired from uploading and saving pics to and from laptop to phone fb email whatsoever not .

i now wanna go search for some songs , perfect enough for my story's ending and i want to do it well .

im still considering whether or not i should attend santhia's 16th party tmrw . thinking that i have assignments to do , madrasah to attend . idk . i'll try completing assignments by today as much as possible so that i could have a peace of mind tmrw , IF i were to attend her party . (:

i have someth to say that's been in my mind and been wanting me to let it out :

hey , ignore me all you want cause i really dont care no more . i dont think im at the losing end so yeah , so be it kay . i simply can't be bothered . i told ya its ' come and go ' so now , believe me ? *laughs

life's been pretty boring cause i simply don't have the time to think about other stuffs beside school things , really . and it seriously bothers me . no one to tell me not to slack in class , no one to scold me cause of too many guyfriends , no one to wait for me after school and send me back to interchange , miss his own bus to make sure i got on the bus before he left and make that cute deal that if who comes late will be punished accordingly and all . urgh . okay i shan't say much more , my bad .

i lve you still if you still wonder

moving on , i gotta stop my online activities and go do some serious work lah -.-

tataaa (:

sad+glad=slad

2010-01-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

school sucks today .

i totally screwed everything up .

- english worksheet fell IN the monsoon drain

- screwedddd baddddddly for mt speech and disappoint cikgu . arghhhhhhhhh ! damn it ah aina , bodoh .

- didnt bring mt red file - my evergreen sec paper inside which we're suppose to go through in class and add on to cikgu's disappointment .
- didnt bring SS things , instead His cause of the change of timetable

i swear it felt really bad lah today that i even feel like crying . its just so saddening to be in a situation where you're not ready for things lahhhh . but , my bad . :(

on a happier note :

- my babygirl just gave birth to 3 very adorably beautiful kittens ! :)
yes of course i was jumping for joy as soon i reached home when nieces open the door and shouted ' busu , lya dah beranak tauuuuuu ! ade tigeee baby dier , lawaaa ! '
i went straight into the room and i actually cried looking at how they were cuddling w each other awww so sweet . gahhhh . they really have beautiful fur okay . i'll post their picture soon kaysss (((((:
oh , but they've yet to open their eyes lahh omg so cuteee ahhh i lovee them :P
i dont think we're giving away any lah . they're just too gorgeous to let go . and they're still small anyway . (:

- today's cca orientation day and it was a booom! not because many came to sign up , but plainly because i had fun taking pictures with almost everyone of the dancers , asking the teachers if my hair nice tak? ( i stuffed flowers on my hair lah ) , disturbing people all around from other cca(s) , tawaf-ing the school with the tudung salji w ketupat filled w sweets inside and asking people to join . i also went over to takraw's station and played skipping and tell everyone there i wanna grow tall hahaha i gila lah today .
but sadly , not even one picture is w me lahhhh haiyaaaa !
i shall wait . lol
oh and one last thing i wanna say : i actually took pictures with fonzie & adie and joined them play kompang . eh no no , they play kompang , i joined w tambourine . woohooo , i've lost abit of the skills alr ah lol !
believe it or not , we girls can play kompang okay . lolol
and apparently some were shocked seeing me w them ah very pathetic okay for fun leh .

okay lah , i admit today i am veryvery chatty . no lah , in fact everyday . yalah , its so boring to be quiet okay , unless im reading my book lah . heh :P

kay enough lah . gotta goooo !

ellis , i wanna kill you can ? hahaha , tkmo obvious sgt lahh i gigit you then you know ah . alamaakkk . stop mentioning alr . especially to your brother okay if you do i swear i wont talk to you okay . hahahahahaha (:

21st Jan babies

2010-01-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

Happy 16th Syakirah & Erlyyana !
luv you two .

hopes syakirah enjoyed her day , though it wasnt a good start for her in school thanks to mdm fazelah's bday present -- make syakirah cry ( she said it herself okay)
and thanks to blardy aiman for aiming wrongly and end up having the flour on me instead of syakirah _|_
and padan muker to syakirah & afiq for the tepung . end up , sumer kene -.-

i am onlining to search for some old songs for my mt compo but i really dont know how to relate them to my ending aiyooo nvm , try harder . on the actual fact , im suppose to hand this up on Monday but im researching now , when i've got my english paper personal recount essay to do , mt workbook to do . great job , aina . and now my bears's calling me to sleep alr arghhh hang on lah please .

okayokay , i gotta stop this . time's flying .

2010-01-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

i am vely tired . went to madrasah and its so boring that i felt asleep for a short while

from madrasah , headed straight to Ibu's crib nearby for a family gathering . reached at a wrong time and ended up have to wait outside cause there isnt any way for me to get in the house . and again , i slept while waiting until indah woke me up -.- got in and changed and played with qistina the uber adorable baby while her mummy's eating . then had my early dinner and talktalktalk w indah , kak shasha . accompanied kak shasha to the salon for haircut but the service was so slow that me and indah had to head home first as the family is gg home . and the greatest thing of all . mama left me and went home w aunt . so me had to follow indah's fam home by cab . fool . alighted at bpp and homed .

now im doing my homeworks and damn , i dont know a part of the workbook about the " latihan pengayaan" thing . shit lahhhh , confirm chopchop cikgu marah alr haiyohh .

ah kay whatever , gotta continue w the assignments boooooo !

wait .

i love today because ..... adelahhh >.<

HAPPY 16TH DANIAL SHAFIQ BIN MD FAUZI :)

160110

2010-01-17T01:29:00.000+08:00

met adli , botak & fikri at Mcd Lot 1 .
waited forever for the rest -.- too much lah i know .
then Mok came .
then all panas already ah cause the makciks aint there yet .
shah came awhile later . but went home to change his clothes as he was in sch uniform .
lagi binget .
took the train first and waited for the princesses at J.E . 3rd train baru sampai . *shakes head
blalalala , reached little india . waited for shah . snapsnapsnap .
botak went clementi even before heading to la salle -.- ( he went to collect his glasses)

then blaaa . reached la salle . got the goodie bag , nice . :) but inside , bleagh .

walkwalk . snapsnap . done .

walked back to nafa to tour around but luck wasnt on our side . its past 5 alr so , close shop lor .
then mendak lahh . then walk to busstop , homed w mok . walaoooo . its so menyakitkan hati okay when we kena tiggal by two busses . i repeat , two ! _|_
asshole .

dah ah , balek tido makan pergi rumah atas kemas . tak ah bedek , tak kemas sangat . dah mendak , balek online webcam ngn mok upload gmbr and skrg nak tido okay selamat malam !

eh , i rindu dier leh :(

boreeeeng

2010-01-16T11:57:00.000+08:00

woohooo . i woke up at 1030 and apparently i didnt wake up on time for the match . see , i told ya . sorrehhhh !

so now im kinda annoyed cause i tried calling mates about la salle thingy but satusatu didnt answer . brrr
im chatting w Mok to confirm things now . leceh tau dorang ni . gerrrram seh . haiyoh

basically imma be a masai woman today lah who cares . but im not tagging w them to hang ard at town as i got some stuffs to do at home for mama . walaoooo , penat leh . tmrw got madrasah summore , then HOMEWORKS ! goodness .

oh whaaatever . so now i gotta have my shower and siapsiap and im off ! and i reaaally hope today's trip wont be as disappointing as yesterday's please .

yawns

2010-01-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

http://kelasmelayukita-10.blogspot.com

its a temporary link for now as i dont know what link to put - lupe nak tanye cikgu -.-

so classes 4/5-4/8 , do check it out for updates from cikgu with effect from ( ask cikgu )

hahahha , okay i tired alr leh goodnight readers .

longg days

2010-01-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

muker best -..-

hey helloh

im just so happy now cause im chatting with rudy mikhal omg he's sooo cute lah okayyy .

asl lah ni budak sec 1 ?! hahahahha he super cute you know talk to me you , i *melts

hahahhaha okay thats random lah

so now i'm chatting with 10 people and webcamming with two and i hate the part when people dont know how to wait and keep on nudging . irrit okay

geee now someone's bugging me to watch his match at his school tmrw and i , dont know what to say . hahahaha

and nafa's trip so boring lahhh

im also trynna find the right skin for the class blog hahaha .

i ran out of ideas on what to type uhhh , haha . i'll post again prolly later . daaaaaaaaaaaaa ~

syakirah say im becok , mok calls me Bonchmot .
tapi tak perlu cubit pipi aku seh dan ! -.- saket oi

busy beeee

2010-01-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

today = NOT MY DAY.

which also means , it sucked like toooooooot !

i think the classroom is getting worse as days past . basically , getting noisier and noisier and its getting even harder to pay attention lah .

gosh , im packed w homeworks alr lah im so tired .

wait , i hate the fact that a bloody moron gave my blog link to Cikgu leh . no , not that i tak suke but sometimes , i think im rather harsh in words that i'll spout vulgars here right , so tak sopan you know unlike in school right . i dont like :S

yes ah , i bloody tooot - cried in mt lesson cause of the stupid matchmaking with ? DANIAL !!!!!! gahh , its really getting on my nerves ah diam ah korang tak kelakar okay tak bedek ah.
but im getting so immuned to it -..- but its still tak perlu okay bye

eh eh , im getting the creeps of O's alr cause we went to watch the graduating classes ytd and gosh , countless people cried seh takuuuut leh . brrr . pressurizinggg~

whatever . eh alamakk , art qn paper is outzzz alr boooo goodluck y'all!

tmrw's tarian . and lets just forget that its someone's birthday tmrw okay ! :p

lastly , im in love with that rebonded hair guy hahahaah

boooo ya

2010-01-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

Im a lil bit struggling w English FIRST assignment now .

now chatting w classmates mok , wynne and fatin about homeworks lol

oh , went for madrasah today and to my surprise , i saw Sol . yes , sol , fizah's cousin ! he was in madrasah uniform too but i dont think he recognise me ah thank god -.- paiseh nak mati siah aku . hoho cause i was happily muching on my nuggets and i finish all 15 pieces while walking to meet yana . wait , the 15 was meant to be shared w yana okay , but eventually it went into my tummy heh :B

i really dont know what to post actually . i ran outta words lah .

gonna do a bit of reading for SS later on and iron uniforms in case i wake up late tmrw . heh

one thing i look forward to tmrw is : O result :X

DONT look forward to : O art Qn paper :SSSSSSS

good day , good night .

Happy 16th Birthday , Muhammad Danial Feriza bin Padzli !

find your love now

2010-01-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

im envious of couples nowadays .

it must be the love season now right ? cause many seems to be on cloud nine with their lovelife .

well , goodluck and lastlong everyone .

school

2010-01-08T22:26:00.002+08:00

every teacher's been pressing hard on the fact that O level is gonna be in a blink's time , for real .
yes , its true . and already in the first week dear four-seven got scolded by our loved cikgu irda for the nonsenseincomplete assignment and i cant deny it was embarrassing as four-six was outside the classroom and i bet they heard every word cikgu said but really , the jeering wasnt needed kay thanks .

so the fact that mother tongue O levels is gonna be in May and i think our malay is still not up to the standard just yet and its also gonna be a waste of time to take it the second time cause you can actually use the time to study for the other main subjects .

and mdm fazelah alr brief us on our O art paper and its gonna be issued to us on Monday geee i mati alr . and she explained the details and the dates on when and when to have what and what done and all and we're like biting our lips alr lah . but thank god our size isnt as big as last year's badge . ours is only like twice of a3 paper pheww~ . we're doing paper cutting this year and i swear my whole life i've never done a single paper cut but cher did gave a motivation somehow by saying that those paper cuts we saw were done by studentswhodidntknowhowtopapercutatall and i loved lynn's and rafiqah's cause they're hell of an artwork okay . but rafiqah's kinda cheating though , but its still nice lahhhhhh . oh sorry , i've heard about this rafiqah but i dont really know which girl this rafiqah is hohohooo .
plus , what worries some are the materials . plus minus , we'll have to spend like $150 on art materials how ? the papers , blades , glues ... dah ah , its serious business now alr .

i think im catching up with the subjects pretty well and hope it stays throughout the entire year .
and speaking of which , my schedule's gonna be so tight and for art , no bringing home so we gotta stayback like almost everyday . plus , extraremedialsupplementary classes fuhhh goodluck eh .
nah , we'll pull through hopefully .

okay i talked alot already lah yet the noisy people's still not online cb ahhhh stupigg daaaaa

lastly , Happy Birthday Mdm Fazelah !

fact that you need this person right beside you every second

2010-01-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

its funny, how when someone says they you , you can't really feel it , but when they say they don't you anymore , you can feel every ounce of what was drained out of your entire being.

dont't you think this is so true ?

vvvvv fatigue

2010-01-08T21:50:00.000+08:00

My eyes are telling me to go and sleep right now but my hands just wont let go of this laptop just yet

I viewed someone's fb and gosh i so miss himherme so adorable right now with the long hair but still cant flip like mine lah :P okay shut up this might sound too obvious to figure who this is :X

tell me whats the harm of contacting back once again pls ?

eh babi aku tunggu satusatu online mcm tunggu langit jatuh sak thanks ah . and why am i even waiting ?

oh hey , add me @ my new msn ah . :XXXX

diam bodoh . im so random lah im so sleepy lah rossa so hot lahhh

so i've bought my files that i needed and omg the orange so beautiful lah okay . muahahahhaha :BB
lalalalaaaa .

oh , yes . i love my 2010 class as the classmates are are always wonderful yet annoying plus the teachers this year are fantabulous ! we had SS today and our teacher was Mrs chong and she's not like she looks like you know adli and the rest says she's very much alike to PCK's wife - rosie (?) hahahah and she said ' ya i know all the classes i teach say im like pck's wife*laughs*' cute lahhhh
plus our form teachers are mdm f and andrea and they're great too . english , mr zur - he rocks lah okay . minus the fact this banding thingy got me in a band with quite a number of naughty students :X and the buddha ah ... speechless . haha i actually dont really know how to spell or pronounce his name so since he looks like a buddha so that shall be his name as of now (:
wait i cant possibly say out every single teacher of mine right ? maybe it is but im plain lazy lah kay .

so now all im doing is chatting w d and josey , listening to the tv(not watching , just listen ) , tweeeeting and fb-ing borrrringgg !

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aaz , missed

2010-01-08T14:35:00.000+08:00

I can now be relieved that things seems to get better in time .
I am still looking forward to Monday you dont have to know why
and i swear i reaaaaally want to ..

i've been letting out some not needed comments on my previous time w (-) especially to classmates and i just did today , to yh when we're hugging each other hahaha

today's such a short day and quite a boring one lah . see i told you i hate fridays esp about the guys going prayes thing :X

okay now i gotta go get ready and fetch niece gahhhh sucha pain . then i'll be going to bpp with sister and nieces to get some school stuffs , also others .

back at night , and i miss out-friends alotttt
bye

fatigue

2010-01-06T22:50:00.001+08:00

Its only a day i didnt touch the laptop and i already missed it like its been a month ? lol

so , its the third day of school ? and homeworks are issued bit by bit . gahh

okay im just so fatigue right now as i had my cca today but i just cant resist the temptation of going online . but it wont be as frequent lah , gotta manage my time and spend it more on studying . haiyaaa

so today's cca wasnt pleasant-ing much . no comment eh .

oh , its 80% confirmed that Cikgu Sudirman wont be our choreographer anymore :( sad like hell siah brrr

and its prolly gonna be a lady , from Sri Warisan . thank god we're stepping down in april Phewww~

so we're so gonna miss cikgu lor . haiss and now we gotta crack our brains to complete the incomplete choreography . steps done , left formation and the confirmed dancers . o.O mati lorr

since the strong ones had musical rehearsal today , it was down to me and eeka from the seniors and syazana for the juniors . no problems w the junior as they've got the whole dance , left with brushing up only .

the seniors are the major ones , no doubts i had a hard time managing them . frankly , i just dont have the heart to be harsh on them lah . haha . so i focused on the juniors today and leave the seniors to fatin as she garangggg rawrrr ~ HAHAHAH :X

dain didnt came , like again . -.-

blearghh im so sleepy nowww and i am gonna sleep nowwww lah

so bubbye!

did i even mention about me hating you or what ? i talk that way cause thats how you talked . so yeah , i just go with the flow right ? whatever it is , things changed . and i shall just go with the flow . i dont know if im ever gonna text you again cause it just seems so awkward alr (?) . well we'll see alright . you might not need me now alr , yeah so be it lahh . im fine , i think ? brr im speechless , its up to you .

i wish to see (-) soooon ( monday) ! :|

rules sucks vp sucks 4/7 rocks

2010-01-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

School was disastrous at the very beginning . Semangat wake up early then skirt gimme problem lah -.-

until i was so kanchiong that i left my ezlink card at home so had to rush back home to get it and rushe back to busstop and 190 arrived at 8 when im suppose to be meeting shah and dan at 8@ lot . great .

so as i reached lot , was rushing to 307 stop when i saw heriyan and he said i was sombong when i didnt realise it was him o.o kay skip . then i saw dan's bodaayye from afar hohoho upon reaching somewhere closer to them , i could here them saying ' ah tu dier , eh eh cpt nyeee ! ' sorry ahhhh tak sengaje sehhh korang brrr fine ah my bad ah , tapi kan , gentleman kan tunggu pompan ? betul takk ? heh :b kay kidding ah .

so , reached school . was with wannah since we sat together in the bus . while going up the stairs , i let go of my hair for a while as i wanted to tie it back properly and tadaaaaa ! the bloody F-ing Vp serang me alr . she called me over to see me tie my hair -.- then 1. she said about my hair band colour , not appropriate , fine lah this one my bad lah 2. my friendship band 3. my socks ? wtf ah this one , she say must be wholely white , then tell me , who's gonna see you bottom part of your feet and check the colour ? well , she's one of them _|_ 4. my undergarment ( go figure ) cb like hell siak ni anak . i was wearing black , and she said ' you won't want to attract such attentions to yourself do you ? ' so tell me , she expects us to wear white ? eh helloh she sibeh stupid or what sak , white is more obvious bodohhhhh ! knn . irrit nak mampus sak . nbcb gahhhh .

and i was the last to arrive in class =.='

but things turned 360degree as i step foot in class . kecoh , i likee . fatin's chopped off her hair and i jealous lah okay . was rather draggy , but still had fun cause thankfully , we got Mdm F and Ms Andrea as our class teachers . i sukaa (:

Riyadh Solihin the hotstuff was appointed as the class chairperson and Tan ying hong the blurr princess was the vice chairperson .

stupid talks on rules was hell of a bore .

recess was mundane .

and i lost my wallet . tried finding all over but to no avail haisss . lucky i have my ezlink with me . mama has yet to find out and i gotta find ways to not let her find out . haha .

whatever lah , tmrw's the start of lesson omg mati ah mati kay bubbye !

lesbian eh ?

2010-01-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

Was chatting with Atyqa sister , or in fact . still chatting .
was in the topic of me hooking up with someone and all blablaa , and suddenly we reached a topic of lesbian . hilarious i swear . but that was after my emo-ing session lah . thankful that i have a sister like her who's there when i was down and even took the time to listen to what's bothering me as of now . and i really appreciate that , sister . she's just like me right , so sweet like sugar (: haha look ,

Atyqa Diaz, (: says:
but dont think too much okay .
im here for youy
* you
if you really need someone to talk to , im always here
i aint going anywhere okay sis

okay so , on the lesbian part . was saying that i've ever thought of being a lesbian one day cause im so sick of boys (no offence) and it goes on .. and i told her to imagine if in ten years time if she saw me outside , with a girl .. ah you go read yourself lah i lazy maynezxcs heheee :B

Eh-na. says:

hahah , ahuh ahuh !
but , imagine if one day i turned out to be a lesbo in like ten years time and you bumped into me outside ? hahahahaha

Atyqa Diaz, (: says:
then i'd say , omg sis ? im married with two kids alrd , how come you're holding hands and being so mushy with another girl ?
dont tell me you're a ... WOAH !
ok nvm bye

Eh-na. says:
hahahaha , chey ! funneh .
and i'll go like ; oh hi baby . i told ya i cant hang on with boys anymore , so here it is ! *grins* oh anyway , meet my new sexy baby . hahaha
omgomg . disgustingggg~

Atyqa Diaz, (: says:
hahah , baby huh ?
i'd say , ok bye . i dont know you , sorry
it was nice knowing you , i think
huahua

Eh-na. says:
hahahaha

Atyqa Diaz, (: says:
woah that was funny .
hahaa

brrr total crap . haha , but cool ah . heh . nah , i wont be lah insyaallah :P
so yes , i gotta turn my webcam off now with d and say nights to sister and mummy's nagging asking me to hit the sack right now na na . irrits eh please . as if im gonna sleep lahhhhh fool . haha but i know who to find if i cant sleep in the middle of the night heh heh okay lah goodnight and enjoy your first day of school lovess (:

I hope i wont be late to meet danmok and shah tmrw for school -.-
but not confirm going w them also lah .
okay okay okay bubbyeeeee ! :D

saded

2010-01-03T21:06:00.000+08:00

You know , it kinda hurt when things turned out this way you see but hey , i gotta put aside that feeling of mine and go on like nothing happened and oh , do i even care ? kinda thang right ? ya whatever okay .

So hey people . Let me make it clear now that i shall not be onlining or posting that much or as frequent as i am now , obvious much , i gotta spend the nights more of reading and studying and not chatting and such okay . I really dont know how im gonna change , the timing for my sleep and wake-ups , geee im gonna have war with mama early in the morning cause i swear i hate people disturbing my sleep :O moving on , i suddenly have the fear of going to school tmrw idk why lol shut up .

basically , im doing my regular stuffs online and i don't feel so good why ? not telling .

and i really hate this new beginning of 2010 cause it hurts , like alot .

am off to shop , post again later !

2010-01-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

i wanna be happy , and be myself again .

so , just now while waiting for the bus from queensway , me and cousin was talking about my lovelife . and shes so cute i tell you . she suddenly sang obsessed to me , but she changed the lyrics to stuffs about the topic and we go on and on and on using our own words but with the same tune and it goes on .. very funny but cute i sukaa (:

but the lyrics we made ourself wasnt 'happy-ing' for me lah .

i go , ' why is he obsessed with me ? oh oh oh oh ooooohh ,

she go , ' i know you miss (insertname)

i go , no o o o o ooooo

and the rest very personal ah the 'lyrics' hahahah but very cute , and it makes me think about stuffs and cousin , sorry , but you wont receive that phone call to hear that good news about 'us' (you know what)

of them all , i love her the most . heh :BBB

im glad things are fine now , i luv youuyouyouyouuuuuu .

stupid aina go die

2010-01-02T00:02:00.002+08:00

I was so happy just now as i had many chatters and they made me laugh , especially hakim , cause we talked about .... hahaha something lah kpossss .

funnehhh . yet irritating ! just like his friends are -.-

webcammed with hakim , until jun huai menyebok and ordered me to stop webcamming with hakim and video called w him -.- no shame

hahahaha stupid doh ni Jh ! videocalled , but he didnt make a single sound O.O bloody fool

selfish seh . brrr . then Josey , idk how true , but i'll take it as a joke lah okay whatever nonsense .

but i sumpah , im getting kinda annoyed by his outofmind talks . no offence im so sorry

i chatted with ayis , mandokkk - asked me to edit his picture but i cant cause jh kept on nudging me when i replied him a second late wtf .

now only chatting w D , atyqa sister , josey and ayis . lol

im sad now cause someone made me feel so bleaghhh ! i dont know why i have this feeling that , ah nvm . maybe because i care . but well , i am a nobody so i shall not and will not . still , i sayang you also .

millions of apologies to dearest bestfriend , i truly am sorry for not making your wish come true . i knew you meant well , but i dont think i am ready yet . i really really am , you know i love you but i just cant bring myself for another one yet . maybe because my heart is shared between ...

i had to think of the consequences and i admit im a loser in love and i simply cant .

told ya im soft hearted and i cant bear to hurt anyone anymore . so i'd rather hurt all , im sorry .

right now , i have 3 people inside . you you and you .
booo aina you suckkk bye !

2010-01-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

New timetable up on Eblaze , regenites ! -.-

yes , call me semangat or whatever you want cause i checked the school site lol

i am so freaking forking bored i swear i am i am i am thats why i go on unrelevant sites to surf

geeeee im bored vely bored damn bored !

mama's finally back .

but , now im afraid again . cause im not done yet w the issue w the family o.o

and , bestfriend mok is out w aiman and shah to queensway to hunt for shah's shoe, if im not wrong .

and no one's webcamming/video calling or simply entertaining that much except shahrizan , and pretty much annoying me , josey , and just some random chats w fizah and shazlina (:

gosh , i miss D . also K lahhh fine -.-

now i really cant wait to go to school and hug those bloody bitches and fight w mok adli shah and smuggle junks to class and blabber shitzxcs and hear eefa's unique yet adorable laughter and see her facial expressions and syakirah's scoldings and mate masuk abok(crying) sessions w fatin and yh with her all time slenge face and dinah's pretty doodling and syahira's quiet self and santhia's non-stop talks gossips fights w nanthini and kamil's bullied times and riyadh the hotstuff and simply , all of them .
of course , i miss the dancers too , like really alot lah . and those scoldings , laughter , annoying times , silly book hunting with/from cikgu sudirman . i really hope dain's gonna get back together w us soon , cause i swear i miss those times w her . eversince we went in different classes , she's no longer the same like the one we used to know . but hey , i see that she's better off now (:

well okay , see i told you im bored thats why im blabbering nonsense whatsoever here .

and , note to self :
YOU GOTTA FORGET THE PAST LAH PLEASE LAH YOU DUMB GIRLLLL!
look , O levels ahead ! mug till you die lah okay , buck up buck up .

dance lessons ends in April , gotta cherish every moment before its over hahaha

i shall post again when im bored all over again heeeeeee

happy 2010 , not

2010-01-01T19:26:00.000+08:00

Home 7eleven Bpp Lot1 Jurong East Queenstown Queensway 147234681324shops McDonald Queenstown Jurong east Bt Gombak Chuachukang 190 Home

; I is very worned out sleepy sad .
; Saw Hakimul @ J.E
; Annoying Fajarians @ queensway , no offence
; Byed to Indah :'(
; Home alone

I thanks god that Indah was w me during countdown yesterday or i dont know what will happen to me . figure

Just ended my chatting session w Shah , and i asked for his opinion on ...
He said ,

A-yna. says:
haha , shld i go into a new relationship now ? :|

Shahari says:
hahaha
ok ah
sabar
if i were u
aku tunggu habes olevel
nnti kau stress
susah siot
but
kalau tau jage relationship
ok ah
haha
who's the lucky guy?

so , whats your opinion ?
stuck up . no , i didnt enjoyed my first january two thousand ten :(

yes , Happy 5th Month Friendship to A.K .

xoxo , Ayna .

wasnt a good start for me :X

2010-01-01T01:25:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year !
My new year resolution :

go figure . hahaha , nolah . i posted it somewhere but not here , Happy Finding ! :D

Start everything afresh , put those pasts behind and live for the future .
lovely night , everyone .

busuk!

2009-12-31T16:29:00.001+08:00

now video-calling with Muhammad Danial Feriza bin Padzli

very stupid siah our face , belum mandi summore :P diam ah okay daaaaa !

lalalalalala

2009-12-31T13:48:00.001+08:00

Woke up supaaa early today at 10am haiyoohh thanks ah Sabrina eh -.-
thank god she disturbed my sleep because she wanna ask what i want for Breakfast from McD heh makan punye pasal , bangun lahh :B so , had hotcakes for myself . konyanggg ~ O.O
oh ohhh , i've gotten my school bag and i loveee it :DDDDD but its kinda small though , and Mok say i bough a small bag cause i AM small =.= thanks ah eh mok . brr
but , i haven't bought my school shoes yet cause now mama , ibu , and all other aunts and uncles are over at our kampung , Malacca . As Opah's nazak :c
So now , gotta wait for her return which hasnt been confirmed yet , maybe today , maybe not . haiyoh

Today's countdown , damnnn . saded . Wanna ask sissy to bring us to Dad's workplace or Sentosa lahh please . Anyway brother in law not working whuuuut , boring know sit at home like cb .

bla lalalalalalaa . Its so boring now cause I havent been talking nor texting he and he , i sadddd lah .
Family found out about .... and i got naggings from mama like hell ah brrrrr
then sister brother all saw , and im gonna be dead not long later . :X

okay now i belum mandi , and im busy chatting with Shafiq ,Hakeem and Dan botak .
heh , im so sexcited for school to meet my happy pills lah please , but i wanna skip all the stupid hair checks , attire checks and all those bullshits lah please mayneee ! -.-
damn it lah that new P . ass her . alah , by mid-year , confirm NEW rules Broken i tell you . o.o

hahaha , okay lah , i wanna chat then i mandi then i gaming then i ...
kpo ah bye lah :D

lazy talks 2

2009-12-29T23:41:00.000+08:00

AND THEY'RE HERE , AGAINNNN .

Hi . oh yes , they're sleeping over here again lah okay thats all .

Maybe going w Indah to find school shoes , maybe bag . dont ask me about pit , thanks .

now chatting w Josey , Hakeem/James? and Ayis .

I am so very much lazy to post . whatever ah kay

and before i forget , Happy Advance Birthday , Hakeem/James !

goodnighttt !

lazy talks

2009-12-29T19:16:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday , Fahmi Iskandar !

okay , cousins are here , again . just some random visits lah , no more sleepover school starting whuuut . heh okay i lazy already bubbye !

and i tak jadi make my blog private , sorry velyvely much for the hassle -.- thanks to those who dont allow me to lor okay daaaaaah

private

2009-12-28T22:07:00.000+08:00

IM GONNA MAKE THIS BLOG PRIVATE , SO LEAVE YOUR EMAIL TO ME IF YOU WANNA BE A READER OF MY STUPID BLOG . THANK YOU (:

Both my bestfs are back ! yay .
okay now im stuck . should i or should i not go to wed's pit ?
(-) is telling me to not go , another , badly wanting me to go . so how lehh ?
haiyaaaa

so now idk what to blog about . just make sure you leave your mail in order to read lah okay bubbye

congraaaaaaaaats

2009-12-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

THREE CHEEEERS FOR SEZAIRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII ! :D
yay yay yay , our votes didnt go down the drain ! heh , yay i luvvvvv him
okay bye

who ? what ? ask me

2009-12-27T00:26:00.001+08:00

I found out that (-) lied . So much for that trip ? hah , what a joke dude .
wrong person . bye

wedding

2009-12-26T23:09:00.002+08:00

I just came back from Indah's house less than an hour ago and i'm very tired lah please .
so , as said , headed to Indah's crib on thursday evening , and helped out scrubbing here and there and stuffs . Sabrina was sucha lazy sucker that all she did was tolong tengok and play with my nieces -.-
so much of helping .

Thursday :

after cleaning , henna-making

niece's

indah's

mine

sister's (her's comot cause 2nd niece's butt very gatal , go langgar )

Friday : NOT MANY PICTURES TAKEN .

basically i slept over on thursday while the rest went home as Cik cha needed my help .

i swear living at her house can make me lose weight . imagine climbing 4th storey (NO LIFT!-.-) , for about 6 times ? pfft . and it was my first time going to the market for groceries without mama's or adult's help and i passed ! :D

MASAI LAH I KNOW , SHUT UP KAY . :D

cb face -.-

then SATURDAY :

pictures shall talk .

then we had karaoke session , indah me abg jo abg mamat - took turns over the mike

abg aliff - "Aina , abg handsome kan ? " (his all-time words)

so , in the afternoon after the crowd's simmered down , i fell asleep on the couch .

that was after my "fight" with indah . i was really pissed by her ah , no offence . that i even left for opah's crib by myself with heavy packages when she's suppose to be helping me . blablaaa

then i went in the room , after coole down , and we're on good terms alr not long after that . haha . in the end , we slept together on the bed until mama disturbed my beauty sleep . -.-

abg man brought us to busu's crib , chitchat . homed .

for sure , IM DEAD BEAT !